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FEATURE: Celebrating Barbara Bell

MindOut, the LGBT+ Mental Health Service,Ā celebrates Barbara Bell – as their lesbian Icon.

MindOut icons, past and presentĀ featured in the Gscene annual Lesbian Icons issue, include Helen Boyle, Hannah Gadsby, Anne Listerā€¦ but so far, so obvious……

This year they wanted to celebrate a local woman, someone who did an amazing amount for the wellbeing of our communities. Ā She was well-known but unsung, she created communities, she supported numerous individuals and left some wonderful oral history.

MindOut wanted to feature Barbara as an icon to inspire ā€“ we could all be a bit more Barbaraā€¦

Brighton is often heralded as a city with a thriving LGBT+ population. It can be easy to forget the people who have worked to nurture and sustain our communities. Barbara Bell was a vivacious woman known for her fabulous fashion sense, a love of walking the Downs in later life, and for her support of others. She was truly an iconic part of Brighton.

Her friend Kim Foster noted that she had ā€œan uncanny sense of colour and vibrancyā€.

Barbara always had a keen eye for spotting queer fashion from finger rings to flamboyant shirts. She talked about going to Tower Bar in Blackpool in the BBC documentary Itā€™s Not Unusual, noting ā€œThey had fashions. […] I remember vividly one year it was pink shirts. Nobody ever had pink shirts, so if you wore a pink shirt you signalled, definitely, that you were a gay boy.ā€Ā 

Barbara moved to Brighton after serving as a London police officer during WWII and spending several years teaching in Nigeria. In the 1960s she took on the role of south-coast representative of the London-based Minorities Research Group (MRG). Barbara said in her 1999 Ourstory autobiography Just Take Off Your Frock: ā€œMy job was to support lesbians who were having trouble with their relationships or make contact with those who felt isolated. The organisers would write to me from London or phone me if somebody wanted help or wanted to come and see me. Finding out about this club seemed like a salvation to these women – before then they were floundering around not knowing…ā€

She had a great love of fast cars. Barbara and her partner, Sheila, would go zooming up and down the coast in their dark green Bond Equipe, checking in on lesbians who were suffering from heartbreak and loneliness. They eventually formed a social group that took turns meeting at different membersā€™ houses.

Reflecting on the time, Barbara said: ā€œIt was a wonderful thing because you could just let your hair down and be natural. […] We were able to discuss our lives quite openly, I suppose it was like being in the psychiatristā€™s chair really, so good for us all.ā€

After the south-coast MRG broke up, Barbara continued to care for people in the community. She was a teacher and carer to a young man with severe disabilities for 16 years. During the AIDS crisis, she felt compelled to help however she could. In her memoir she said: ā€œIā€™m not a political animal. When the Sussex Gay Liberation Front started up in Brighton in the early 1970s I thought, good luck to them let them get on with it. But when AIDS reared its ugly head I felt I must do something to help – it could have struck the lesbian girls, not the gay boys. The Sussex AIDS Centre and Helpline was started in 1985. It was just called the AIDS Helpline then and I was in it practically from the beginning. […] I was asked if Iā€™d had any training. I said, ā€˜Well, Iā€™m old, Iā€™m 70, thereā€™s not much I donā€™t know and Iā€™ve got common sense. Surely thereā€™s something I can do? Iā€™ll scrub floors, anything to help.ā€™ā€

She befriended numerous individuals while working with the AIDS Helpline, providing companionship, cooking, and whatever else was needed. She cared deeply about these individuals, and cherished the time she was able to spend with them.

ā€œā€˜You just give thanks, in my case that Iā€™ve known them, and you give thanks for their life. My life has been enriched no end by the relationships Iā€™ve made with people who Iā€™ve visited. I loved the work because they taught me a lot. It doesnā€™t matter how old you are, youā€™re still learning. It does make you realise how bloody well off you are, not to be having something like that. Because itā€™s a horrible illness. Cancerā€™s bad enough but this is a pernicious horrible thing.ā€

Barbara had faced breast cancer in her fifties, and spoke openly about the impact of having a mastectomy. Never shy about discussing her sex life, she was candid about struggling to feel attractive and desirable after the surgery. Despite this, she was a tireless flirt and never shy about stopping a stranger to tell them she liked their fashion or found them beautiful.

Itā€™s no wonder that Barbara was such an important part of the community. Her frankness made her easy to talk to, and she was always happy to share a meal with friends. Kim Foster remembers her as a strong and outspoken woman, more often than not in a Pearly King cap.

Barbara Bell was born December 13, 1914 and died, April 3, 2005.


MINDOUT INFO
If you would like to be a volunteer for MindOut, theyā€™re recruiting just now for both online support workers and peer mentors.

♦ For more information and an application pack see their website; www.mindout.org.uk.
♦ MindOut offers safe LGBT+ spaces to explore mental health.
♦ They have advocacy workers, out of hours online support, peer support group work, peer mentoring and a counselling service.
♦ All of their services are confidential, non-judgemental and independent.

For more information:
ā€¢ Ā  See our website: www.mindout.org.uk
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Charles Street Tap raise Ā£649.28 for Rainbow Fund

DJ Rupert Ellick and Chris Marshall, manager of Charles Street Tap, celebrated their combined birthdays on Sunday, September 2 to raise money for the Rainbow Fund.

ARTISTS donating their time on the evening included Lola Lasagne, Davina Sparkle, Drag With No Name, Jennie Castell, Lady Imelda,Ā Rose Garden, Sandra, Heart & Soul,Ā Sally Vate,Ā Miss Disney,Ā Jason Thorpe, Joss O’Brart, Lucinda Lashes,Ā Cinebra,Ā Spice,Ā Mrs Moore,Ā Kara Van Park and Pat Clutcher.

Buckets were shaken all evening by volunteers from the Brighton and Hove LGBT Community Safety Forum.

The Rainbow Fund make grants to local LGBT/HIV organisations delivering effective front line services to LGBT+ people in Brighton and Hove.

Chris Gull
Chris Gull

Chris Gull, chair of the Rainbow Fund, said: “Without the continued support of local LGBT+ businesses, we would not be able to continue supporting LGBT+ people in Brighton & Hove. Many thanks to Chris and Rupert for handing over their birthdays as a fundraiser to benefit the Rainbow Fund. A very special thank you to all the staff at Charles Street who worked their socks off all evening, the many, many artists who donated their services on the evening and to the volunteers from the Brighton and Hove LGBT Community Safety Forum who gave up their evening to shake the collection buckets.”

For more information about the Rainbow Fund, click here:

Photos courtesy of Captain Cockroach.

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INTERVIEW: Yuhua Hamasaki: Can you feel the shade?

Fresh from popular TV show extravaganza, Rupaul’s drag race, Yuhua Hamasaki spills all the tea on Snatch Game, being gender neutral, her new music, and that fight with Aquaria and Monet to Ray A-J.Ā  Expect tens, ten, tens across the board.

SO Rupaul’s drag race (the best show in the history of TV, to be honest) was in full swing this year, with All Stars Three airing in late January, and season ten just coming to a close.

The concept? Fourteen drag Queens are pitted against each other in tumultuous tasks that test their tenacity. From playing the late and great Divine, creating costumes on a dime, impersonating celebrities, diving in a tank for a quick photo, right through to strutting it down the runway, the show is a crazy combination of America’s next top model and Project Runway, but on acid. And don’t be fooled by the makeup. The girls frequently cry it off, with heart-wrenching conversations in the work room about the many struggles they have faced (many have seen mistreatment, with some still in the closet). It’s surprisingly heartwarming to watch, and has the world firmly in its progressive grasp – Thailand even has its own version airing soon.

After ten seasons, (and threeĀ All Star series) the thriving show has introduced us to a multitude of extravagant and extraordinary performers: Chad Michaels, Alaska, Shangela, Katya, Trixie, Shea Coulee, Milk, are just a few. And now we’ve been given the opportunity to talk to one of its newest stars. Enter Yuhua Hamasaki.

“How are you after drag race?” I ask the show’s latest alumni. As it turns out, the Queen best known for her Ankh (don’t worry, details later) and being too pretty to pull off ugly, is currently living it up in a hotel in Hawaii. Lucky. “I feel fantastic!!!” she says, “It was a lot of hard work, sweat, blood, tears, but in the end it is very rewarding! Without Drag Race, I would still be in my tiny NYC apartment, feeling claustrophobic haha.”

 

“I should have been a b*tch,”

 

YuhuaĀ has made a pretty considerable impact among fans, although her time in the competition was short-lived. From her perfectly sewn entrance look (she’s a seamstress, you know), hilarious mini challenge strut and caution tape extravaganza, she looked like she was on to a winner. But then episode three happened. Disaster struck- its name was Madame Butterface.

The challenge was to create an app called Missbuttrface, and look as ugly as possible. Simple right? Not when you fight with your teammates.

 

“Next time, I’m snatching those prosthetic noses away from Aquaria! Haha,”

 

“We did have some differences in opinions, which clashed,” the Queen explained. “I listened to my teammate’s suggestions, needs, and wants, which was to not use the prosthetic facial features that were provided for us to make ourselves uglier, to match the challenge. I became a team player. I should have been a bitch and said ‘No, I am going to do me because I want to stand out as well and I want to stay in this competition.’ Next time, I’m snatching those prosthetic noses away from Aquaria! Haha.”

But YuhuaĀ has no hard feelings for her teammates. “We are all sisters. We fight and argue like your aunts and uncles do, but in the end we hug it out as if nothing happened. I have no regrets because I made the decision to listen to them, and I messed it up.”

One of the staples of this Asian Queen’s performance on season ten were the looks she turned out. The funny Queen has been compared to the likes of season six winner Bianca del Rio because of her fabulous make-up and sewing ability. And her best creation on the runway has to be the infamous caution tape dress and… (in Michelle’s words) the “Ankh Ankh” headpiece. “The caution tape was made in the thought of, “What would RuPaul wear?” And I see her wearing something long and flowy with a lot of movement which was what I did with the dress,” she tells me when I ask about that gorgeous dress.

But what was that Ankh headpiece about? “I was thinking a teletubby with the antennas on their head.Ā  At first it was just a circle, then I decided to add a bow at the bottom because I thought it looked too boring.Ā  Soon enough, the judges were saying “Ankh ankh!!!” as I was walking down the runway because I had an ankh on my head, and I didn’t even know what an ankh was! Haha.” So that’s where it came from.

 

“I’m not supposed to give away spoilers, but since you’ve been so kind, I will tell you one.Ā  You ready?Ā  Here it is……..”

 

It’s a shame about the Missbuttrface challenge, because I would have loved to see what other looks she could bring to the runway. But while we’re on the topic of challenges, what’s the best main challenge on drag race – Ā the one that everybody desperately waits for? Snatchgame of course! I mean, what’s more fun than dressing up as your favourite celebrity and playing out some crazy questions on a crazy game show. And although she just missed it, YuhuaĀ had some killer picks lined up.

“I brought Jackie Chan as an option, and also Christina Aguilera!Ā  She was my childhood idol!!!! So when I saw her in the premiere week, I was gasping for air!!!!”

Wait, Jackie Chan? “Boy drag”? Ah man, now that would have been amazing.

She also tells me of another task she would have killed. “If there was a roasting challenge, I would totally slay it!Ā  I love comedy, especially going in on someone intellectually but in a fun, loving, sassy, and comedic way.Ā  I would have burned that house down!”

It’s a shame we missed that too, but all is not lost, because we could see her again on our TV screens in the near future.

Hello All StarsĀ Four. “I would totally do it!!” she tells me when I asked if she’d be up for All Stars. “Opportunities come and you should always be not scared to walk through those doors.Ā  I mean if they want me to go back and jump in a pool of fire, I would still do it!!” there you go, World of Wonder. If you’re looking for a contestant for next year’s series, she’s your gal.

Actually, All Stars isn’t the only series we could have seen her on. As it turns out, YuhuaĀ also tried out for a place on earlier seasons of the show. But we’re glad she got this one because “In previous audition tapes, I wasn’t myself.Ā  I was trying to give them in audition tapes of what I think they would want me to be like so that I can fit into the Drag Race family.Ā  But the truth is, being yourself is so easy and so much more fun and they saw that in my Season 10 audition.”

 

“That’s the great thing about the LGBT+ communities, everyone is so diverse that people just accept who you are”

 

Naturally, as a fan of the show I was desperate for some behind the scenes spoilers. And luckily, the Queen had one up her sleeve to share with me.

“I’m not supposed to give away spoilers, but since you’ve been so kind, I will tell you one.Ā  You ready?Ā  Here it is……… WE ARE ALL NOT REAL WOMEN!!!!!”

Sorry, looks like there’s no spoilers for us! Well, she’s not wrong though. Not all of the contestants are real women, but not all of them are men either. YuhuaĀ herself is Gender neutral, and with Drag race’s hosts’ comments about transgender Queens on the show recently, and the rise in non binary Queens, I was curious to hear about Yuhau’s experiences in the drag communities.

“Not at all!” she replies when I ask if she’d faced any difficulties. “That’s the great thing about the LGBT+ communities, nobody cares what your sexual orientation or your gender identity is, everyone is so diverse, people just accept who you are.Ā  People within the LGBT+ communities were all victims of being bullied and not fitting in, that they have become in a way that they do give difficulties to others that are different from who they.Ā  They treat others the way they want to be treated, which is with respect.”

Since her run on Drag race though, YuhuaĀ hasn’t stopped slaying. The Asian Queen is even venturing into the world of music, with her latest song released earlier this year.

So what can we expect from her music career? “The music video is inspired by children’s music videos, sort of like Sesame Street. In the video, I’m telling the children viewers to get an ankh. The ankh symbolises life and power, and the music video sorts of pokes fun of infomercials telling people to buy things and at the same time, it’s trying to brainwash people at such a young age to grow up to following trends, even though there’s a crazy lady, which is me, telling them all these things.Ā  The allegory is that the media plays a big role in controlling the views of the public, that it sets trends, it controls peoples point of views, and it manipulate people’s minds at such a young age to think certain things, such as not accepting the LGBT+ communities.”

That sounds pretty crazy and I don’t know about you but I’m dying to hear the music that Ā would go along with that video. “It is catchy and there are some phrases in the lyrics that a lot of Drag Race viewers would be familiar with.”

Well, I for one can’t wait for that song to come out. And one thing is true, despite her short run on Drag race, Yuhua gonna remember this Queen.

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